Thursday, May 8, 2008

Flip Flopping

I don't know who reads, but I'm confessing. I am the first to admit that my life changes more quickly then most other people's. One day I'm living in Utah, the next California. Biotech sounds great, but then again so does living on a research vessel in Alaska. Single, dating, single, dating, single again; I get a lot of slack for not knowing what I want. I meant it with all seriousness when I wrote my blog title, "A girl lost in transition between childhood and the vast world of independence".

There is so much that I don't know:
-Where I want to live
-Who I want to be with
-What job I want
-How I want to spend the next 4 months

But I figured I would start with what I did know, from an entry into my journal on April 14th, my favorite day of the year.

"I am Meagan Victoria and I am a daughter of Heavenly Father. He loves me and I love him everyday. My self worth is not defined by the people around me. I am capable of accomplishing whatever I put my mind to so long as I a give a sincere effort and depend on the Lord's help. My progress cannot and will not be hindered by another individual because I will not give them that power. I may not know myself now, but I will strive everyday to listen to my Father's guidance and learn who I am as well as my divine mission on this Earth. I will serve those around me because they too are Divine beings and my brothers & sisters in Christ."


I'm starting somewhere, aren't I?

1 comments:

Autumn said...

It'll all work out. Sometimes we don't even have to decide things just hit us up, unfortunately, I've never been one that just takes things as it goes either. But you are right, central to all of this confusion, you at least know who you are.